Will you keep me warm tonight?
A hut! He had brought them to a hut! She lay back on the ground, joy
seeping slowly and steadily through her.
They stumbled through the doorway together into the darkness of the
hut, slamming the door behind them against the howling of the storm. Khushi
leaned against the rough walls, too tired even to think, as Arnav groped
through the dark, blundering against some heavy piece of furniture with a
curse. A match scraped; the little light flickered, grew, turned into the
comforting soft glow of an oil lamp. Khushi stared around the shadowy room with
tired eyes.
‘What is this place?’ she asked.
‘A shepherd’s hut _____ I think. There should to be
firewood around somewhere.’ She stared around the place, infinitely grateful
for its shelter. It was sparsely furnished; a table, two or three chairs, a low
bed. In one corner was a small area that looked like a kitchen with a small
kerosene stove. For all its roughness, the place had some homely touches ___
bright curtains at the windows, some pictures of deities on one wall.
‘Where’s the shepherd?’ she asked sliding into a
chair, her body still unfeeling and numb.
‘Ah!’ Arnav had unearthed a large bundle of firewood
in one corner, and he dragged it across to one end of the room. ‘I think they
use this firewood for their stove. I can use this to make a makeshift fireplace
for us. We’ll soon be warm. The shepherd? He is probably stuck somewhere else
because of this storm.’ He reached for
the matches, and held the little light to the splintered wood. A yellow flame
started to flicker tentatively at the pile of wood. A sudden rush of joy burst
through Khushi’s heart, she drew a deep breath as sobs threatened to rack her.
Arnav looked at her surprized.
‘What’s there to cry about now?’ he wanted to know.
‘I’ve got you out of the storm, haven’t I?’
‘I am so happy,’ she said shakily. ‘You are
marvellous, Arnavji ___ I __’
‘That’s a change,’ he said drily, standing up. ‘A few
minutes ago I was the biggest swine on earth.’
‘Oh no!’ she said appalled as memory began to return.
‘I didn’t know what I was saying.’ Remorse silenced her as he turned away and
began rifling through the little cupboard in one dark corner. Slowly she was
becoming conscious of the misery she was in; her clothes were wet, and her skin
was burning agonisingly as circulation gradually returned to her body. She began
to shiver, lightly and intermittently at first, then uncontrollably. Hearing
the chatter of her teeth, Arnav glanced up at her.
‘I have found some treasures here.’ He had an armful
of things, ‘We are going to do this step by step,’ he said spilling his prizes
on the table. ‘First of all ___’ He unscrewed a bottle, sniffed at it, and
nodded approvingly. He knelt next to her, cradling her head in the crook of his
arm and touching the neck of the bottle to her lips.
‘Drink,’ he commanded.
‘What is it?’ she asked suspiciously, her teeth
rattling against the glass.
‘I think it is brandy’
‘I don’t ___’ khushi opened her mouth, and he poured
a generous measure down her throat. Liquid fire seized her tonsils, erupted
into molten lava that scalded its way down into her stomach. As she coughed in
blind agony, he took a swig himself.
‘Yep. It is locally made brandy.’ Again, the neck of
the bottle touched her lips, and before she could protest, more of the molten
lava was pouring down her throat. She coughed again. Arnav put away the bottle
and rummaged among the things on the table. ‘What’s this?’ He peered into the
bag, and realization dawned. ’Ah ___ Fancy some hot maggi?’
Khushi was beginning to feel distinctly better. The
fire was filling the cabin with warmth, and the agony in her throat and stomach
was turning into a pleasant glow, like bodily central heating. She watched
Arnav as he added water in the battered saucepan he had found, and added the
contents of the maggi packet.
The maggi was delicious, and infinitely comforting.
As she scraped her spoon on the bottom of the pan, she looked up to see Arnav
looking at her amused.
‘What’s so funny’?’ she demanded.
‘You are,’ he said. ‘Five minutes ago, you were dying
by inches. You should see yourself now!’
‘You are no better yourself,’ she told him, looking
at his sodden hair. She sucked the spoon with relish, suddenly feeling a
hundred times better.
‘Right,’ he said briskly, standing up. ‘Get your
clothes off.’
‘What?’ she looked at him in alarm.
‘You are soaked,’ he said patiently. ‘And the room’s
getting just about warm enough. You can’t sit in those wet clothes until we are
ready to get out of here ____ so get them off.’
‘But I ___’ he was no longer listening, hauling his
shirt over his head. Khushi watched in some trepidation as he unzipped his
jeans.
‘Wait,’ she said in alarm. ‘This isn’t decent,
Arnavji!’
He looked at her with inscrutable brown eyes, and
sighed.
‘After all we have been through, is this all you can
think about?’
She stared at him. In the firelight he was
magnificent, a living bronze statue, his skin velvety and fine. The hair on his
chest tapered down toa dark line below his navel where it disappeared into the
waist band of his jeans. She turned away blushing a deep shade of red.
‘You take your clothes off if you want to,’ she said
sullenly, ‘I’m quite happy the way I am.’
He did not answer, and she could hear him hanging his
clothes over the chair to dry.
Powerful hands seized her arms and hauled her to her
feet. She yelped in dismay as he spun her around. He looked annoyed but
determined.
‘I had to carry you God knows how far in a storm,’ he
said calmly, ‘I won’t be disobeyed now. Look, I have my jeans on, ok?’
‘Arnavji___’
she gasped.
‘Now,’ he said firmly, and his fingers were tugging
at the buttons down the front of the leather jacket. Hypnotised, she watched
the strong, delicate tracery of muscles across his wide shoulders. His skin was
incredibly smooth, but under it, the iron hard muscles pulsed and shifted with
masculine power. She had seen him shirtless before, but with the firelight
casting a golden glow, he looked out of this world. Her dhak-dhak had accelerated to full throttle and she quickly lowered
her eyes. He turned her around as though she were a mannequin, and pulled the
heavy wet thing off her shoulders.
‘Arnavji___’ she began nervously as he turned her
back again.
‘Shut up,’ he said quietly, and began to unfasten the
pearl buttons on her once-beautiful blouse.
‘This is for your own good,’ he told her, his
beautiful eyes meeting hers in a glint of mockery in their brown depths.
‘Leave me alone ____I’ll do the rest,’ she tried
stopping him, her cheeks flushing hotly.
‘Why?’ he asked coolly. ‘I don’t mind.’ He slipped
the wet blouse down over her arms, and dropped it over the back of a chair. The
warmth of the fire licked at her naked skin, and she quickly turned away from
him.
‘I am warm enough now,’ she said bringing her long
hair to her front to cover herself.
Arnav was
mesmerized. He had a clear view of her creamy back starting with her slender
neck, delicately rounded shoulders with the shoulder blades jutting out, tapering
down to the small of her back. Her jeans rode lowon her hips showing off her
the curve of her tiny waist. He wanted to span that tiny waist with his hands.Forget
it! He wanted to span all of it! There was only one thing that was marring his
vision. He swallowed.
‘Isnt that ___ that garment wet?’ he asked her.
‘I…It’s perfectly dry,’ she assured him nervously without
turning around.
He walked up right behind her. The naked skins of his
chest and her back touched. Khushi started shivering at the contact.
‘Arnavji!’ she gasped in horror. ‘Please ____don’t!’
she pleaded.
Arnav bent down toward her. Khushi’s shivering had
doubled and she closed her eyes. ‘Don’t what Khushi?’ he whispered into her
right ear. Before she could react, she felt the warmth of blanket being placed
on her shoulders.
‘Now, will you please take off your jeans?’ he asked
her mockery lacing his voice. He was
teasing her ___ the Laad Governor!
Cursing him mentally, she took off her jeans under
the cover of the blanket, feeling an inexpressible relief as the wet garment
came off. The dry heat of the fire was washing over her skin, easing out the
stinging and the aching that was left over from her ordeal. She sat down in
front of the fire, a little away from him. She saw that he had taken off his
jeans as well, and was relieved to see that he had wrapped a towel around his
hips. After some time she was beginning to feel relaxed and drowsy.Suddenly, a
thought occurred to her. He liked to tease her, did he?
‘Arnavji? Can I ask you a question?’ she asked trying
to sound innocent.
‘What?’ he asked her poking a stick into the fire.
‘Why did you kiss me?’ she asked mischievously.
‘What?!’ he could not believe what he heard.
‘You heard me Arnavji……’ she said trying to appear
serious.
What was she
trying to do? Damn! It must have been the drink she had earlier. The way he
was feeling right now, this was not a good idea.
‘You look very tired,’ he said trying to dissuade
her, ‘why don’t you go to sleep?’
‘What do you mean____?’ Khushi stood up suddenly
trying to create a dramatic effect. She took a step toward him, but stumbled on
the blanket and fell right into him.
Arnav stretched out his arms to catch her, falling
back himself in order to cushion her fall. A strange stillness settled over
them as their lips met in wholly unintentional contact. For a second they were
quite still, lips just touching, then gently, carefully, turningher so that her
back was on the floor, his mouth settled fully over hers. He paused, his body
rigid, and Khushi knew with instinctive certainty that she only had to move and
he would let her go without a struggle.
The strange thing was she no longer wanted to.
Suddenly, all the fear, all the hatred was gone, burning itself up into one
great flare of passion which could no longer be denied. She wanted this, wanted
it more than she’d wanted anything in her whole of her life.
She leaned into him, meeting his hunger with her own.
As she melted into him, he felt the thrust of her breasts beneath the lacy wisp
of clothing that separated them. He fought the impulse to reach up and capture
their fullness and warmth in his palms. Instead he tangled his hands in her
hair, revelling in the silky strands that curled around his fingers. He loved
the feel of her hair, the smell of it…. a clean, slightly fruity scent.
He could drown in her, lose himself completely in the
moist heat and sweetness of her mouth. He moved his hands from her hair to her
shoulders.
Her hands moved across his bare chest, nervously. His
body temperature was rising at an alarming rate and he knew if she continued to
touch him, he’d be on fire and completely out of control.
They broke apart, their chests heaving, gasping for
air. As their heart rate returned to normal , his fingers traced a delicate
path down her cheek, as though he couldn’t quite bear to break all contact.
Gently he rubbed his thumb over her lips, and Khushi closed her eyes, as she
felt a tingling echo of awareness race through her body. Deep down, she knew it
was wrong, knew that she should never have allowed the kiss to happen, but
there was no way she could ever regret it. How
could she regret something which had felt so right and been so devastatingly
perfect?
Arnav laid his head on her shoulder and closed his
eyes. Think. Even though hehad felt
her acquiescence in the depth of her response, in the fluid feel of her body
against his, someplace in the back of his mind he knew he had to think about
what he was doing. If he continued, things would only get more complicated. Nothing had changed between them.
The entire day’s events played back in his mind. The
road trip on the bike. He didn’t remember the last time he had had felt so free.
He shuddered at the very thought that he could have lost her in the storm.He
knew deep down that his feelings for her were getting stronger by the day. What was it between them? Whatever it was,
one thing was certain…….he wanted her more than anything he had ever wanted in
his entire life! His mind was too tired to delve further into this. He
realized that Khushi had fallen asleep. He lifted her in his arms, wrapped up
in the blanket and gently placed her on the bed.She lookedso beautiful and innocent in her sleep.As he was about to
get up she clutched his hand. He knew it would not be right, but what the ____!
they had been through jaws of death together and his body was screaming for
rest. Helaydown next to her on the narrow bed.
Outside the storm raged on in its full glory.
A rainy night, a hut and Arnav and khushi trying to come to terms with their attraction for each other was indeed a treat. Loved reading it. :)
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